Wow, long time no post.
THERES REASONS! don't worry.

I got sick, and so I was slow at posting stuff, but then my laptop got a virus, and it still does, so I kept forgetting about my blog.
Best friend's dad is fixing it though, so it's all good. ;D

well, i'm better now. and i had a test last week, gross i know.
BUT! grad was last night, and i swear to god, the girls were GORGEOUS, and one boy caught my eye haha. ;)
But i have to say congratulations to the grads, i'll miss most of them next year!
but yeah.

im hoping to get my own laptop back soon, so that i can do this more often than i have,
other than that.
Im getting hot chocolate and listening to music now.
Ohhhh the life.

emotions..

those tricky little bastards.
they mess with your life, come at the wrong times, and aren't there when you need them.
they completely control your life.
and it's impossible to avoid them, unless you're a heartless psychopath, but not many of us are them.

the worst part is trying to figure a way to release them.
happiness is easy, a smile or a laugh.
but the worst are sadness or anger.
why?
sadness can easily turn into depression if mix in other feelings like anger and confusion if you leave it. but crying in front of others is hardly what anyone wants.
and anger can easily turn ugly, because you can hurt people you love.

i just need a release .

bipolarnight..

tonight has been a rollercoaster ride of emotions.
i've cried, laughed, cried again, and then smiled.
its like up and down and up and down and its just crazy!

i think everythings okay now, but one can only hope.

stillsick, so i'm cutting it short again,
but im feeling a bit better. so thats good!

greek mythology

this has to be one of my favorite things i've ever learned.
greek mythology is just incredibly interesting.
from the gods to the worship,
i kind of wish i had lived back then, just to see what it was like.

i personally like Poseidon the best.
just the thought of being king of the sea and have all these sea creatures around you.
gah, astounds me.

shortblog again,
but im still sick, and i'm trying to sleep.
haha, not happening well.
fu coughing.

maybe i'll just ask the gods to help.. ;D

sick?

bleh,
that's one word to sum everything up.
bleh.
i hate being sick, but apparently my immune system likes it.
so you know, home again today.
can't sleep + coughing up lungs.
not a good time.
short blog yes, but hey, im tired and sick.

i know that no one comments, but if someones reading this,
tell me,
whats the worst sickness you've had?

suicide...

touchy subject, i know.
but i just feel the need tonight.

death is the end of all.
personally, i don't think anyone should commit suicide.
you haven't been able to live your life.
you're cutting it short...too short.
i don't know how many people read this, if any.
but please, just follow these words.

live your life for the best times, and you'll be able to get through the worst times.
the world shits on everyone at some point in your life, you just have to have the courage to face it head on and tell the world to fuck off.
With the right people around you should have no problem.

daniel...please read this. don't do anything. for me.

fat sundays.

Sundays, next to Monday's, are the worst day of the week.
I think this because
1. you have to do homework now.
2. you have to go home & to bed earlier
3. your weekend is over
how is that appealing at all?
Luckily, i don't have school tomorrow, so i got to spend today just like any other sunday.
lazy.
i woke up, and i just lazed around until i decided to go to bestfriends house, and me, her, and my friend just kinda sat around and did nothing.
and isnt that the joys of being friends?
able to sit around on a sunday, eat, do nothing but talk on the computer, and make bracelets.

god i love life sometimes.